Reversible poem

I've never done anything like this before but I wanted to try.(: you know those reversible poems that you read to the bottom then from the bottom to the top? Yeahh.. Here goes!(:

I give up.
I will not say
I will keep trying.
My life's not worth living.
They're wrong when they say
I should fight on.
I know
I should give up.
Some tell me
That my beauty is radiant.
But I know
That I am ugly.
Some think
I should throw it all away.
I will not listen when they say
Every second is precious.
I realize
It is not worth living
I refuse to believe
Every moment is beautiful.
Life is hard.

Unless you read it backwards..